2nd Of July

We live thru our life, when somedays are remembered, somedays we choose to forget.
today is no special day, but one which that's worth remembering.

Today is the first day that i marked my new regime.So, while i have been away for almost 10 days at toronto, i worked out a new regime that can accomodate metronomic chemo tharapy mentioned by my oncologist, i am not too sure how well it might turn out, but i have a hunch that this might just be the one drug that's missing. so come friday's doc visit, i'll have to take another round of calculated risk...basically, the so called new regime is to start the day early like 7am for breakfast with the full range of supplements, plus the B17, and when the new drug comes, i 'll take it at 9am,. and then i'll off to my cycling, or any other form of exercise, till 11am i'll have to take my TCM.. then followed by lunch around 12pm. and B17 at 2pm and 4pm, dinner at 7pm with full range Vits and B17.. new drug at 9pm.. tcm at 11pm and Prayers before sleep.

so today hasn't been a good one, lots of things are not going my way.i couldn't go view the show flat at mountain becos i just dun have the mood to do it on my own, some hipcupps on the life plan, and i could not meet up a dear pal, cos she's flying off early .. and in the end i ended up sitting here writing mails and talking to two pals for a long time.
Someone closed to my heart, after a long time she finally remember to reply my email instantly.

so in the end this bad day is not that bad afer all.Of cos there are issues to address, but i'll just leave it till another more appropriate time and enjoying the rest of my 2nd of july