e Innovator,
e Imitator
e Idiots
be it human behaviour, or creativitiy... it is not hard to sum all of us up isn't it?
Thursday, October 23, 2008
another month
Somehow time just fly by... another month has passed.
i am going back to see doc simon tomorrow. Last month the CEA din dropped.. this time however it must drop. it should drop.. to some extend, i believe it will.
i am going back to see doc simon tomorrow. Last month the CEA din dropped.. this time however it must drop. it should drop.. to some extend, i believe it will.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Cherish life
Life is short, we must cherish the people around us. sounds familiar?
I've just watched an episode of TVB drama, where one bad yet rich guy just learn that he's got a terminal brain cancer. his world collapse, but at the same time it also reminded him of his love one whom actually love another guy. it's a bit complicated, but well it does reminded me of myself.
Time flies, for the past few years, it had been shock after another.. the postive side of it is that i have grown stronger, and definitely realise the importance of people around me. And i would want to hold on to this 'revealation' always.
Actually, i would think that life does not really need shocks to cherish life right? Maybe it's all the hours of routines, works etc that kept us too busy and make us lose our way?
On this i guess those with God, or has God as their refuge and shelter definitely will fare better than those who does not. It's assuring to know there is always someone to lean on when situation gets out of control, when we are helpless right?
i am digressing.. well anyway, the lesson today is that we all should cherish our parents, family, friends who love us and every little thing that counts as important.
I've just watched an episode of TVB drama, where one bad yet rich guy just learn that he's got a terminal brain cancer. his world collapse, but at the same time it also reminded him of his love one whom actually love another guy. it's a bit complicated, but well it does reminded me of myself.
Time flies, for the past few years, it had been shock after another.. the postive side of it is that i have grown stronger, and definitely realise the importance of people around me. And i would want to hold on to this 'revealation' always.
Actually, i would think that life does not really need shocks to cherish life right? Maybe it's all the hours of routines, works etc that kept us too busy and make us lose our way?
On this i guess those with God, or has God as their refuge and shelter definitely will fare better than those who does not. It's assuring to know there is always someone to lean on when situation gets out of control, when we are helpless right?
i am digressing.. well anyway, the lesson today is that we all should cherish our parents, family, friends who love us and every little thing that counts as important.
Friday, October 17, 2008
Star of Soloman
I believe they is probably only one person on this planet other than myself knows that soloman is a name i had given to myself a few years back.
Although Jerome is the name my tuition teacher gave me when i reached singapore decades ago; i seem to have this habit of using other names outside especially dealing with strangers. Among many other names that i had used periodically since primary school like peter in primary 4 (cos i really really like Peter Pan the show); Alex was the name i used when i worked part time as waiter in lower sec.. Larson when i was working in the night club as a waiter.. Harry, mark and josepth is used by me cheney and Heng whenever we met new girls..( ha those were the funniest time)... and finally My GP teacher in TPJC gave the name Leonardo, i was totally flattered cos i am such a fan to Di Caprio..
just a little back ground. years passed.. many things happened, then i came across the bible (thankfully), and God.. i come to know about Soloman, son of David, man of wisdom. In the deepest part of my heart, i had since yearned to be like Soloman. I never really tell anyone, cos it is someone i wish i can become and yet knowing i am still too far off the mark...
I came across the a pendant of the star of soloman at Santori, i bought it and kept in my drawer untill two days back i took it out and pondering if it is time to 'wear it' on, but if i do so, then i'll really have to make up my mind and do the 'right' things now... i am still divided on this.
Lately many issues had popped up.. i guess it was old problems that never really sorted out.. or rather maybe i was just consciously ignoring all the warning signs....
oh well ...
From a boy to man, i have made many mistakes and also learnt many lessons. Besides my selfless family, the good teachings from church, guidance from God, all the good and bad experiences had shaped my charactor and life. I take pride in which that i have been living a life like an open book since. I understood there is never a stone that'll not be unturned, therefore lying have been a real taboo to me and naturally i detest lies as well.
I learnt not to be so judgemental, and missing my own faults. After all, using our own yard stick to measure others, doesn't it also expose the very shortfall of our own yardstick???
I guess we don't have to keep telling people of who we are or how are, actions and endurance of time is the best limus test.
Before we even open our mouth and question other's charactor or integrity, some self examinations should be done on our own; Busy looking out faults of others, yet missing the overflowing can of worms and maggots rotting within oneself distant genuine love, friends and invites only bitterness and hypocrites.
I recognise there'll always be frictions and differences between people, and i would like to think the only way to bridge the Gap is to use one ONLY STANDARD code of conducts and values for measuring others and also for ourself. Let's be critical of ourself and be graceful to others.
In short:
If we dislike lying, don't lie.
If we want transparency, then stop hiding unpleasant secrets.
If we want trusts, earn it. and when we have it, dun abuse it.
WE always talk about privacy, i would think this only meant the space to do our own stuffs alone, own time and space, but not abuse it and doing something funny to exploit the trust and respect. ( I love my own space and privacy, but when it's openned up, it'll still be blameless and accountable)
i am easily curious but yet not ''kay bo''.
i am the biggest believer in truth.. and it'll never hurt when it's blameless. secrects are always self exposed, by natural or by divine.
I could have opened up the intentional 'hideouts' since a few months ago. There are many reasons why i did not, mainly because i am too afraid to lose what has been so imporant. And i guess star of soloman must be shining on me too,( i would like to think this way), i did not and choose not to. I stay away from it knowing i should this way. Funny thing is in the end, what's hidden was brought to light, what's unknow is known anyhow, and what's known is enough for thorough self reflection.
Murmuring to third party will only further strain any good relationship.
well, i choose, (not much a choice) instead to walk on to go near to the Star of Soloman. one step at a time, someday, i'll make it Star of my own..
And just may if it's ever possible, Hopefully God permits, i can be the Star!
Life is tough, then again it is so that we always become better... and never bitter!
Although Jerome is the name my tuition teacher gave me when i reached singapore decades ago; i seem to have this habit of using other names outside especially dealing with strangers. Among many other names that i had used periodically since primary school like peter in primary 4 (cos i really really like Peter Pan the show); Alex was the name i used when i worked part time as waiter in lower sec.. Larson when i was working in the night club as a waiter.. Harry, mark and josepth is used by me cheney and Heng whenever we met new girls..( ha those were the funniest time)... and finally My GP teacher in TPJC gave the name Leonardo, i was totally flattered cos i am such a fan to Di Caprio..
just a little back ground. years passed.. many things happened, then i came across the bible (thankfully), and God.. i come to know about Soloman, son of David, man of wisdom. In the deepest part of my heart, i had since yearned to be like Soloman. I never really tell anyone, cos it is someone i wish i can become and yet knowing i am still too far off the mark...
I came across the a pendant of the star of soloman at Santori, i bought it and kept in my drawer untill two days back i took it out and pondering if it is time to 'wear it' on, but if i do so, then i'll really have to make up my mind and do the 'right' things now... i am still divided on this.
Lately many issues had popped up.. i guess it was old problems that never really sorted out.. or rather maybe i was just consciously ignoring all the warning signs....
oh well ...
From a boy to man, i have made many mistakes and also learnt many lessons. Besides my selfless family, the good teachings from church, guidance from God, all the good and bad experiences had shaped my charactor and life. I take pride in which that i have been living a life like an open book since. I understood there is never a stone that'll not be unturned, therefore lying have been a real taboo to me and naturally i detest lies as well.
I learnt not to be so judgemental, and missing my own faults. After all, using our own yard stick to measure others, doesn't it also expose the very shortfall of our own yardstick???
I guess we don't have to keep telling people of who we are or how are, actions and endurance of time is the best limus test.
Before we even open our mouth and question other's charactor or integrity, some self examinations should be done on our own; Busy looking out faults of others, yet missing the overflowing can of worms and maggots rotting within oneself distant genuine love, friends and invites only bitterness and hypocrites.
I recognise there'll always be frictions and differences between people, and i would like to think the only way to bridge the Gap is to use one ONLY STANDARD code of conducts and values for measuring others and also for ourself. Let's be critical of ourself and be graceful to others.
In short:
If we dislike lying, don't lie.
If we want transparency, then stop hiding unpleasant secrets.
If we want trusts, earn it. and when we have it, dun abuse it.
WE always talk about privacy, i would think this only meant the space to do our own stuffs alone, own time and space, but not abuse it and doing something funny to exploit the trust and respect. ( I love my own space and privacy, but when it's openned up, it'll still be blameless and accountable)
i am easily curious but yet not ''kay bo''.
i am the biggest believer in truth.. and it'll never hurt when it's blameless. secrects are always self exposed, by natural or by divine.
I could have opened up the intentional 'hideouts' since a few months ago. There are many reasons why i did not, mainly because i am too afraid to lose what has been so imporant. And i guess star of soloman must be shining on me too,( i would like to think this way), i did not and choose not to. I stay away from it knowing i should this way. Funny thing is in the end, what's hidden was brought to light, what's unknow is known anyhow, and what's known is enough for thorough self reflection.
Murmuring to third party will only further strain any good relationship.
well, i choose, (not much a choice) instead to walk on to go near to the Star of Soloman. one step at a time, someday, i'll make it Star of my own..
And just may if it's ever possible, Hopefully God permits, i can be the Star!
Life is tough, then again it is so that we always become better... and never bitter!
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Back
i feel like i have been away for a long time.
After coming back from greece, aside from the exhaustion from all the trip, i have been busy trying to make up for the time loss and reconditon the body right. The trip to doc simon for the bood test result was disappointing, the CEA did not dropped... and i probably saw it coming since i wasn't feeling better from the previous month. Anyway, i have decided to stay away from trips for a while.
I stayed quiet, went on to look for a way out.
And then this financial crisis takes the headline almost everyday, which also means work probably consumed more than the ideal amout of energy that's available.
Thankfully, although all areas are not fantastic, but still good enough to live with.
My physical condition will only improve with time although its slower than i want it to be.. but it's oki.. i'll have patience.
One very important lesson i leart from all these years of mistakes, no matter how tough the time is, i will still take joy in every little things in the journey to the goal.
:)
After coming back from greece, aside from the exhaustion from all the trip, i have been busy trying to make up for the time loss and reconditon the body right. The trip to doc simon for the bood test result was disappointing, the CEA did not dropped... and i probably saw it coming since i wasn't feeling better from the previous month. Anyway, i have decided to stay away from trips for a while.
I stayed quiet, went on to look for a way out.
And then this financial crisis takes the headline almost everyday, which also means work probably consumed more than the ideal amout of energy that's available.
Thankfully, although all areas are not fantastic, but still good enough to live with.
My physical condition will only improve with time although its slower than i want it to be.. but it's oki.. i'll have patience.
One very important lesson i leart from all these years of mistakes, no matter how tough the time is, i will still take joy in every little things in the journey to the goal.
:)
Financial Crisis!?!
By now, anyone who breathes would have known from the news how bad the markets are doing all across the globe. And usually what follows will be recession.. although some are calling it the Deep Depression II...
I am not going to write too much about it, since it is already all over the news paper and internet. What i do remember is that from the last really big crisis in 1997 to the 9/11 to the SARS.. every single time the market and the economy always come back up and much higher than the previous highs.
And there's an old saying that's worth mentioning, the bigger the crisis, the even bigger opportunity arises. It takes a brave soul to say this in the mist of all the turmoil, when hundreds of billions are all washed down together with the market tumbles, BUT i am brave, so i guess i am eligible to say this. Haha.. so of course, my two cents worth are much more than this, if you are my client, we'll meeting soon to reposition your fiancial goals in the sea of new found opportunities. If you are not, i guess there's no better time to become one! no joke, i am serious!
haha.. man, i like this way of marketing!
I am not going to write too much about it, since it is already all over the news paper and internet. What i do remember is that from the last really big crisis in 1997 to the 9/11 to the SARS.. every single time the market and the economy always come back up and much higher than the previous highs.
And there's an old saying that's worth mentioning, the bigger the crisis, the even bigger opportunity arises. It takes a brave soul to say this in the mist of all the turmoil, when hundreds of billions are all washed down together with the market tumbles, BUT i am brave, so i guess i am eligible to say this. Haha.. so of course, my two cents worth are much more than this, if you are my client, we'll meeting soon to reposition your fiancial goals in the sea of new found opportunities. If you are not, i guess there's no better time to become one! no joke, i am serious!
haha.. man, i like this way of marketing!
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