Healing

Today has finally arrived!

A year and a half back, Benny Hinns was holding his healing service at Singapore indoor stadium. I had wanted to go so much in the midst of under going treatment with chemo and radiation. a last minute virus attack, had my fever shot up to 41 degrees in 3 consecutive days in the hospital, and when i realised that what could be my 'only hope' was dashed by the fever, i was sent into a hopeless pit.

I remembered Nerissa and my mum and sisters were all there, that was the moment i can't hide my fear and hopelessness anymore, i broke down, and tears started to flow down my cheeks. I thought that even God has forsaken me, i was losing hope.

Looking back, maybe everything happened for a reason, thankfully i pulled through from the virus attack. The year long battle with CA can be exhaustive, i know i have come a long way, at the same time i have grown to learn more about God, i learnt to let go, and let God. The journey towards Him is still a long way, but i am just as thankful that i am finally on the right track.

Today has finally arrived, i am anticipating great things and miracles to happen, i am hopeful, and even while i am sitting here, it is already happening...

Nonetheless, the unchanging fact is that God is sovereign! Is grace! Is love! My faith is as small as a mustard seed still, but i believe and i know tonight it will explode!