Nerissa

I have realised that i have been blogging like a journal, i wrote my thoughts, feelings and reflections all here. There are pros and cons in doing i so i suppose, but if you really know me, then you would know that i am living an open life, i want to be! There are not things or thoughts that can't be shared although a lot of times the thoughts or emotions are just in particular for that moment, which means it dosn't carry much weight in my mind and life.
Oh well, not sure if anyone understand what i am saying, anyone?

I have been wanting to write a series of people in my life for a long time, naturally is to honour them and show my gratitue and the impact these group of people have on me.

So ladies and gentle man, allow me to introduce the most lovable Nerissa Low. My girlfriend for almost a year and a half less of the time we were apart. although we have decided to take a step back and have our own life for a while, and possibly more than one time i mentioned about the difficluties we had in our time; then again we are both flawed human beings, we made mistakes and learn from them, so this will be a page about all her goods, little interest to my dear friends, but important for me nonetheless to share my good thoughts of her.


I give her many names, wrote her love peoms for the first time of my life, a talent that i never thought i have, guess it was love that was working magic.
(and before i continue, xiaobao, u if r reading this: " We both have people made the differences in our past, we cannot deny them and we shouldn't! Honouring them, dosn't make the present less significant anyway)

Nerrisa, her frens call her Neri, but i thought it is funny, shouldn't it be Rissa? We met in the office, but there wasn't any sparks at the beginning. It was through the roadshows we did together, that her charm started to draw all my attention without me knowing. i always remembered, how i callled her the siamese cat, which is really a proud yet majestic animal, it's high class!! People with historian back ground would also link this kind of Cat to the Egytian princess. So yup, she was my Egytian princess, and all the little conversations we had then ignited my curiuosity and eventually admiration. Those days then were fun, and i always told her than that she was the refreshing wind that breathe new life into me.

I called her Rainbow, because she is like one!! and among the 7 colours, she is the purple! colourful personality, enchanting to some, mysterious to others, beautiful to me although at times it can really drive me crazy in a love spin.

I called her honey, at her best, she can melt even the Mount Everest! Yea, she is sweet, really sweet. I remembered when she knock my car onto a pillar in our old orchard office, i was really upset, but she came back with a bouquet of flowers for me!! i was blown over really.. i mean i always love flowers, so i give flowers to her quite often then, but she knows i love them too?!!!! haha... and when she was away to china, she got people sent another one to me!!! and my birthday as well!! of cos there are others too, but the three different occasions alone can really can turn me into Pooh who hug onto the honey pot.. she has been my honey pot!

Not too long ago, i called her xiao bao, namely small treasure! and this small treasure are in different forms, at times like brilliant rose that light up my day; at times like chilly red ruby that's glaring to the naked eyes; at timeslike the master piece crystal that's pure and innocent, One that lighten my load in the dark hours of the last two years, a strong and resilient pillar;
At all times, just a precious treasure in my heart.


Lately i have sumed her up, i said she is just like a innocent little girl holding onto her lovely teddy bear biscuit, and then the next moment her innocence is replaced by a greedy and monsterous look and start chewing off the teddy bear piece by piece, and when she's done, she will change into her audacious new dress, wear the Omega watch and drive her BMW convertible for a spin!!! I have probably the best fun loving roller coastal ride all these while.

My best pal lately mentioned that he know that he and gf have the differences, and also constantly at odds with each other, but he said also that above everything, they are good enough for each other and is ready to give in just to make it even better. I am deeply impressed by him really, such a maturity! :)

So Nerissa and i probably are taking a little step back, i wish it'll bear fruit when the right season comes, however it will be she will always take up a big space in my heart.