headache...

Recent activities have probably taken a strains to my nerve.
although i have to admit, some are really self invited.. so there are probably no one to blame ba.

I remembered long ago, whenever i am troubled i would always turn to an old friend who is really thousands of miles away, and i guess that the long distance has somehow reduced my emotional dependence. But but that is not to say that i am all alone, i still have many... and really if you are reading this and often receive a call from me when i am lamenting about life, this friend love you a lot! haha ...

i am getting a bit of headache these two days.. some legal issues has surfaced and getting some friends unnecessarily involved, the balancing act of getting the case move on smoothly without affecting the relationship is proving harder than it is.
I was really appaled when the accused's gf were unnecesarily getting my friends in the office implicated in it, without even considered putting their interest in her mind... i guess her love has blinded her, at the expense of the many of her mentors and friends. Is it an act of love? or an act of selfishness? or a conflict of interest? In anyway, her meeting with me to established her stand simply illustrated how stupid she and the accused are. i mean i would thought seeking to talk to me with urgency today, should be seeking some form of solution, instead of trying to show me how tough they are and how selfish they are ready to implicate my friends in the office.. ridiculous...
i think i have probably done my best in making sure the least damage is done.
and i am releasing myself from all of it, office 'politic' is not my cup of tea, only friends that i care about!