2 months

2 months is exactly how long i have been on a this 'complete' regiment with chemo pills.
i am feeling a bit nervous .. just a bit.

Tomorrow's blood test and friday's consultation with my doctor to come will be really crucial, and blood test, CEA indicator must come down!!!!

Last two weeks i have to admit that i have not been at the peak of conditioning my body, but things are improving, i am happier, of cos nerissa is the chief architect of building it. :)
anyway, i suspect i had probably injured myself within, i saw blood stains in the urine. This is actually quite normal, since i have two stems in the kidney still, any strain will cause it to bleed.. but probaly also because the test date is so near, seeing blood is making myself uneasy... just a bit!

Lately i have been keeping a prayer constantly in mind, i'll pray: Lord Lord, this life is yours, this body is also yours, help me to help myself. Build me up, build me strong, bless me with good health to live long. :)