Awakening

I see trees of green
Red roses too
I see them bloom for me and you
and I think to myself What a wonderful world

I see skies of blue, And Clouds of white
The bright blessed day,
And the dark sacred night
and I think to myself What a wonderful world.

Ok the above was exactly how i felt last week... it was simply wonderful.

But today it is not exactly a wonderful day, i scratched my car at the SGH car park in the morning! The trouble of sending it for respraying is really quite a pain!

Come Friday, it will be 3 weeks since i am discharged home, although the antibiotic treatments will have to continue for another 3 weeks at SGH, i am seriously getting very restless.

Coincidentally, and fortunately my best pal is clearing her leaves too, so the last week have been really fun, to the extend that i was totally carried away. Unconsciously, we drifted into lots of semi-retirement life style topics, we talked about life, real and simple love stories. I thought we had traveled through time, visiting all the beautiful places. I dreamed of the night that is full of stars at in the city of Lucerne, Switzerland, the blue and white roofs at Santorini, Greece. and perhaps maybe some Mayday concert in the Island where Grandfather called home... I cannot remembered when was the last time that i have been so carefree and happy.. It was like a beautiful dream, in a totally different world from where i am now.

Like a well twisted drama, the short fairy tale was awakened to realize we are not alone, someone we both cared n loved is infiltrating back to his 'rightful' position;
Like a bubble, my fantasy slowly evaporated.
i might have have linger a little too long? Or that i might have tried to help too much? And got sucked into a never intended Bermuda Triangle. After much deliberation, and one last good talk in the afternoon, i have marked my own end of involvements, it is becoming a bit too heavy for me.

The short yet carefree life someday i hope i can revisit it all over again, but now is almost time to wake up. With the renewed energy, i need to get the groove going, i have to find things to do!!!!!!!!

I guess also that visions and dreams don't just come to you by just sitting and waiting for it to drop from somewhere, because it is just not happening!

So, i will just keep walking, as the days unfold, i am sure i will find the way.
But why is yesterday's blues still here?!give me some greens, some yellow, or some purple? or pink? give me a rainbow perhaps?! Pls?
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